Drained in Defeat Video (MV)

Struggling along, I'm forced to contend
With constant reprobations; why-I just can't comprehend
An emotional diffusion, stability I'm losing; pain and anger blend
Just when I'm convinced I've got it all worked out...
I'm proven wrong again
And again

Never understood your point and never gave a shit
A realist, so I realize you're just a hypocrite
You're resentful and begrudging, but I'm not budging
That's no grounds for me to be apologetic
My opinions have offended you, and I'm not sympathetic

Sure, I could play the part if I thought it meant something
But why would I even bother to pretend?
Your words are recyclable-they mean absolutely nothing
And now you've called upon me as a friend?
A scumbag 'til the end

Alone with my thoughts-extreme mental unrest
Suffering in silence, but not quite distressed