Drowning in an endless sea
Sinking under the waves of darkness
The tides of self hatred are becoming too high
Left to suffer inside
The nightmares reign the inside of me
I thought I could not fall much further
But I have only left the surface
I can't stand the shadow staring back at me
All I can see when I look in the mirror
Is nothing but a broken figure
They say that time heals all the wounds
But my thoughts remain
Been through so many changes
But I'm still paralysed in pain
Always doubting myself
Knowing I'm never enough
Overthinking everything
Beyond anxious
I could stay afloat
If I don't have to carry the weight of my thoughts
Living in a façade
Filled with remorse
The nightmares reign the inside of me
I thought I could not fall much further
But I have only left the surface
I can't stand the shadow staring back at me
All I can see when I look in the mirror
Is nothing but a broken figure