Survival Video (MV)

I am trapped here fighting despair
I don't know anything about myself
You said that you knew me well
Well, you were so mistaken
You were so mistaken
This feels like a setback
But I'll take it as a challenge
I am someone who
Has a plan to get me out of this place
I am wounded so I understand the hidden pain in a face
If you don't like the way I live
You don't want what I have to give
You're saying that my life's a mess
Well I think it's not really you I was trying to impress

Still, I want you more everyday
The feelings in a heart won't go away
This is no experiment
Just one chance to make it
Just one chance to make it
I do what I have to
The least of which rolls over me
I'm someone who
Has a plan to get me out of this place
I am wounded so I understand the hidden pain in a face
If you don't like the way I live
You don't want what I have to give
You're saying that my life's a mess
Well I think it's not really you I was trying to impress

Looking around there's nothing to see
The earth the sky are all a part of a fantasy
Stop this dream so I can sleep
I am not quite joking
A different kind of sleeping

The clouds part
On a breakthrough day
Like we had last summer

A refuge, just beyond the stars
It's been around forever