Darby - Honestly Worse Lyrics

I don't want to get out of this hole
My pale, open palms in the snow
It's easy to let it all go
It's harder to die

And I've heard you've been trying to connect
Have you run out of friends or respect
That "how have you been" makes me laugh
How you think I'm a choice

Now you're back from the void
With some questions I don't care to hear
And feelings that I'll never share

Cause as bad as now hurts
You were honestly worse

So I don't want to know how you are
And I don't want to f*ck in a car
Cause we're in our mid-twenties now
And you should have grown up by now

And I don't care to know how you sleep
And I hate that I'm still in your dreams
Cause I'm done with our history
And you don't get to miss me

I don't want to get out of this rain
That winding, black road to your place
Both soaked in communion and shame
No I won't go that way

I'm all out of sweet dreams I can sell
I'm barren and bound to this shell
So get your closure with somebody else
And be kind to that boy

Now you're back from the void
With some questions I don't care to hear
And feelings that I'll never share

Cause as bad as now hurts
You were honestly worse

So I don't want to know how you are
And I don't want to f*ck in a car
Cause we're in our mid-twenties now
And you should have grown up by now

And I don't care to know how you sleep
And I hate that I'm still in your dreams
Cause I'm done with our history
And you don't get to miss me

And I don't want to know
I don't want to go
I don't want to know
I don't want to go