I feel so alone sitting here so far from home
Your letters to me are like a beacon of hope
I miss the world outside but I don't think it misses me
I never thought that I could be forgotten so easily
Lost in a dream I had fallen into a hole
Trying to fill the void she left so long ago
Morality and sanity slowly lost their place in my soul
I victimized and justified my actions until I lost my home
Knowing what I did am I right to feel this way?
Should I be defined by my worst mistakes?
Sometimes I think of reaching out to her but I must let her go
I truly hope my karma is in balance soon or at least close
I feel so alone waiting to find my home