They say there's no do-overs, guess we learned by the second try
Maybe if we'd gone a bit slower, we wouldn't be asking ourselves why
You're a stranger's face I'm scared to see
Haunted by a forbidden legacy
I know it's wrong but what I give to be
Back to you and me
Oh, I thought I was one step closer
Now you're gone and I got no closure
I've tried about a million times just to ring your line
But I couldn't find the courage in myself
This is hell, God I hope you're well
Cause really you deserve the best, best
Maybe I should put this to rest, rest
Cause you deserve the
Now you're in my mind again
I thought we'd moved on from it
But your memory, it plagues me
These chains will never set me free
You're a ghost of mine with the strongest grasp
That I just never could get past
You cut me deep and let me bleed
Something more than bandages I need
Oh, I thought I was one step closer
Now you're gone and I got no closure
I've tried about a million times just to ring your line
But I couldn't find the courage in myself
This is hell, God I hope you're well
Cause really you deserve the best, best
Maybe I should put this to rest, rest
Cause you deserve the
Every day I think of all my mistakes
It's like I'm mental brigade attacking my mind
Hoping to find a way to pay for my crimes
But I realize I'm doing it anyways
Maybe it's what I deserve, but I don't wanna hurt
So unsure of what the future holds
And you don't have to love me, but I wish you'd just tell me
So I know how to let go
Oh, I thought I was one step closer
Now you're gone and I got no closure
I've tried about a million times just to ring your line
But I couldn't find the courage in myself
This is hell, God I hope you're well
Cause really you deserve the best, best
Maybe I should put this to rest, rest
Cause you deserve the best