trust issues Video (MV)

I still remember the look on your face
Crying laughing but it wasn't the same
I know that you wanted me to stay
But I know you too well anyway

That friday night that I stayed at your house
Thinking maybe life wasn't so bad
All these pictures in my head making me feel this way
I knew this from the start you'd become one of them

Now I don't wanna go
Maybe I wasn't enough
Trust that you betrayed
Making rumors anyway
Now I don't wanna stay
I wanna die anyway
I was so stupid baby I knew
I would end up dead to you

Summer's gone and now you're going out
Funny how I called and you said "maybe not"
Up til the morning light
You were out the whole night

You called me up cause no one was around
You said "I miss you" but that made me blind
I defended you to all my friends
You made me even second guess
How could you ever do this tho
I sure was a better choice
How could you make me miserable
I knew that I was better off
I never know how to defend myself
But I wasn't wrong
Maybe i'm just not as good as the other girls
But I was probably the only one that loved you so

And I don't wanna go
Maybe I wasn't enough

Trust that you betrayed
Making rumors anyway
Now I don't wanna stay
I wanna die anyway
I was so stupid baby I knew
I would end up dead to you

How can I be someone to you
And the next second you were gone
I put myself through hell for you and I still wasn't enough
Broke me down and tore me up
Like a stupid breakup song
And what's worse is that those are my favorite Kind of songs
I wish I could erase all
These memories in my head
Maybe with a drink or ten
But who am I lying to
I really would
Do it all for you
Even if i lose myself