Evolve Video (MV)

I hate that this mirror
Just can't disappear
I'm looking right at my reflection while strangling fear
Of never being who I thought I'd be
Waiting for years
Never paying for protection when angels is near
I wish that
I could cherish you, the same way that you care for me
`Member days of therapy
Six months and still no progress
No!
I don't wanna swallow pills
They hard to digest, so
Nothing ever phased me, even chillen by the projects seemed
So "That's the daily thing" while other die here
Ain't no differences in mothers crying tears when her son's shot
Greg heard the the guns pop
Him and Alvin could've died here too
"Free The Homie!" that's my nigga fo'real
I'm just tryna make these songs that the city could feel
'Cuz this the city where I'm building my dreams
No mausoleum doors can open from making up things
I see the pain inside your eyes therefore you hate what you're seeing
But life just ain't what it seems
I just ain't what it seems
You cut a piece from the cloth
I went in straight for the seems
This is me to the fullest
Point a gun at me well ima need you to pull it
No receipts 'cuz you couldn't
All you niggaz is pussy, only reflect what I could be
Asking God for you to try and test me but you wouldn't
Asking God for you to try and test me but you wouldn't
Asking God for you to try and test me but you wouldn't
Bring the hook in
Bring the hook in
All the answers come to you when you go lookin'
Said
Bring the hook in
Bring the hook in
All the answers come to you when you go lookin'
Said
Bring the hook in
Bring the hook in
All the answers will come to you when you lookin'
Said
Bring the hook in
Bring the hook in
All the answers will come to you when you lookin'
It's
11:16 as I write this
Call yourself my wifey but ignoring what a wife is
Look into your eyes, to my surprise they seeming lifeless
Then you got they nerve to ask me if I even know what life is
That's my karma knocking at my front door
Gave you all my love and trust I had and now you want more
Before
I needed lungs to breath
The f*ck I need my lungs for?
But now I feel like nothing the same
When Deebo come around this time around
No tucking my chain
'Cuz I heard you f*ckin' a lame and now I'm so f*cking deranged
Diagnosed hypochondriac
Lungs full of smoke
Don't feel you couldn't cope 'cuz I'm accustomed to pain
If only I could wash away my sins without a laundromat
Love, Money, Rap and Fame to me is all one and the same
To my demise when its all said and done, you'll paint me as a villain
Blowing smoke into the ceiling with my hand on the flask
Life hit me at an early age, I learned to manage it fast
Now I'm learning repercussions of the damages last
I wasn't planning to crash at this time of night but I did
I took it as a call for me to handle the past
Look!
Death is the only actual certainty in life
But to some, that there's a blessing so it's hurting me write further
They call it suicide
To me, that there's more like murder
Just observations of a light-worker
Light Burning!
Bring the hook in
Bring the hook in
All the answers come to you when you go lookin'
Said
Bring the hook in
Bring the hook in
All the answers come to you when you go lookin'
Said
Bring the hook in
Bring the hook in
All the answers will come to you when you lookin'
Said
Bring the hook in
Bring the hook in
All the answers will come to you when you lookin'