People said they would change On me
Found out there were a couple Snakes
People said they wish the best For me, but you and I cannot Relate
Cause I've been putting in this Work now
So these days I don't Take a Break
Fans saying they're waiting on Some music
I really hope it Was worth the Wait
Cause these days I was losing Myself, trapped inside my own Mind
And everyone tells me I should Slow it down
But I've been working with Some borrowed Time
I'm working on my merch
Working on the music
Working On myself
Told myself I'ma make a way, And always stay true to myself
So I hit up native for a couple Beats, had to let all this f*cking Pain out
I never asked for no favors
I Never asked for no handouts
I had to switch the flow up one Time
Cause everyone thinks That I'm sad now
Yeah
Everyone thinks that I'm Sad Now
These days I've been letting go, And letting God take control
I f*cked up one too many times
And I dug myself in some holes
F*ck
Yeah, Look
These days almost lost myself
Yeah
These days almost lost myself
My mom tell me that she's Proud of me
And all the things I've been doing lately
She sees all the things I've been Through
Told me don't stress, we'll get Through it baby
Just keep your faith in God
Don't you lose sight in all the
Things that you love
And I know that you're sick and Tired
And I know that you've Had enough
Cause
These days I've been numbing My feelings
These days they paint me as a Villain
Close friends start to change on Me
So tell me really who's the F*cking villain
Yeah
Tell me really who's the f*cking Villain
Yeah
Tell me really who's the f*cking Villain
These days gotta keep my Distance
Everyone says that I'm Acting Different
But I know I'm just protecting My heart
From a world that's Just tearing me apart
I've been fighting battles no one Sees
Trying to find my inner peace
And every time I leave the House or Stu
I pray that God Watches over me
Look
These days almost lost Myself
These days almost lost myself
These days almost lost myself
Forever yours