Real Me Video (MV)

I find myself crying, it's one of those days
It's been a bad week for effort, I tried and tried and wondered why I did anyway
You see that I'm crying, you ask why and we talk
I explain my situation you hold your reservations
As we walk

You can tell that I'm hiding
Words betrayed by my eyes
I always put on this strong face
You tell me that it's okay
To break down every once in awhile
You are always there for me
I was never prepared to be so fragile
I was always so scared to be
But you showed me there's strength in choosing not to face the battle

Not all moments need to feel like some epiphany has been reached
Seems like I'm always searching for some intangible thing endlessly
We'll never find it that hypothetical puzzle piece that we feel we need to make our lives complete
That acceptance it makes us free
In the end we've got what we need
Though you might not yet see

Another empty victory
This one caught me off guard
Things aren't as bad as they used to be
But I have this tendency to see things as worse than they are
Not really a realist
Tend to get caught up in my feelings too often
Trying to balance my sensitively
With my overwhelming OCD gets so exhausting

Not all moments need to feel like some epiphany has been reached
Seems like I'm always searching for some intangible thing endlessly
We'll never find it that hypothetical puzzle piece that we believe we'll make our lives complete
That acceptance it makes us free
In the end we've got what we need
Though you might not yet see

I watch the sun peek in
I need some time to breathe in, yeah
Got no plans this weekend
I'll give you the real me then yeah
I watch the sun peek in
I need some time to breath in, yeah
Got no plans this weekend
I'll give you the real me then, yeah
I watch the sun peek in
I need some time to breath in, yeah
Got no plans this weekend
I'll give you the real me then, yeah