[ Featuring The Move On ]
I can only handle so much
Tough to push forward when I'm still picking all my pieces up
Well who am I to complain
Tried to make promises
Tried to make a deal with God, but I've shaken the devil's hand too many times
And that grip has a hold on all my mind
I can see myself in the mirror
That doesn't mean I can see who I am
Black and blue bags under my eyes, blood won't stop dripping from my hands
I don't know where to go from here
But I'm jumping into the void some way
I'm numb to the bone, and I can't feel a thing
Not moving on tomorrow, I'm moving on today
I don't even have the same handwriting as when I started feeling this way
The cracks in my hands and my father's aren't the same
The couch, junk food, the videos, I'm a slave to what I feed
It's a slippery slope until it's all that I need
She's violently in my mind, she's like a knife that's in my chest
I feel it slide across my bones, it tears me apart from the inside
I'm spinning out in cycles, I can feel it wrench my heart
I can't forgive myself, so I can't forget your past
Well I'm all past that now, things are as good as they can get
I've tasted freedom, I've learned to dance with joy again
She is everything I'll ever need
It's cold when you're gone, well I'm still cold when you're with me
I don't know where to go from here
But I'm jumping into the void some way
Still numb to the bone, I can't feel a thing
Not moving on tomorrow, I'm moving on today
I'll fight the good fight for them like they fought for me
Push forward through all this even when I hear the sirens sing
In the light there is warmth but in the dark there's growth
I've been to hell and back and I'm still standing on the edge of this old road
This old road
Those headlights are coming for me, well I'm coming too
