I'm caught up in the storm
I'm drowning in here
I can't understand
What I'm doing here
It's like the deep blue sea
So beautiful but dark in here
The weight of it all suffocates me
I'm not in control
Nothing seems clear to me
A seemingly never ending fall
Quickly I'm pulled back up
Forcefully thrown into the sky
And then I fly too high
I'm not in control
I watch myself from far away
What I do I have no say
I'm numb to the pain
Yet I feel everything
It's driving me insane
I'm all out of tears
But broken at the slightest touch
What do I do
This is all too much