Dagny - Close Lyrics

If I close my eyes
Say "we're good" a thousand times
Maybe it'll change how I feel
It's midnight when I park
But I stay in the car
The second that I leave, it gets real

'Cause when I get home and walk through that door
It's not like before
Whoever we were is not who we are
Every day, we're oceans apart

Maybe we're not made forever
Maybe I don't get to grow older with you
This house is keeping us together
We're so close, but I've never felt further from you
Ooh, ooh
I've never felt further from you

You tried talking me into couples therapy
How'd you say that with a straight face?
Yeah, it's easy not to leave or face reality
That sometimes even good things can break

'Cause when I get home and walk through that door
It's not like before
Whoever we were is not who we are
Every day, we're oceans apart

Maybe we're not made forever and
Maybe I don't get to grow older with you
This house is keeping us together
We're so close, but I've never felt further from you

And it's killing me, but underneath
We both know that it's over, ah

One day, this'll be a memory
And this house is just a place we used to call home
You'll live your better days without me
Grow old and you'll make friends I don't even know
Oh, ooh
But we'll remember when we used to be close