I burned a bridge the last time
A lasting smile is now gone
And though I show my smiles
My soul's been lost for miles
A testament to show you
I knew this way before you
A picture with a torn view
A trial you'll never go through
I think I screwed this whole thing up again
I swear I'll try to make it home again
And with a smile, I'll fake it through the trial
The essence of denial
Cause even though we got bad days
Tonight we'll let it be okay
Forget the fact I live in disarray
Tonight I choose to finally be okay
We're gonna have a grand ol time
If only for tonight
My thoughts are free they wander
The voices have no number
I have no one to talk to
Cause my best friend's six feet under
You can't see I'm defeated
My bleakness gone untreated
The blank stares are repeated
Soul, Mind, they're both maltreated
I think I screwed this whole thing up again
I swear I'll try to make it home again
And with a smile, I'll fake it through the trial
The essence of denial
Cause even though we got bad days
Tonight w we we'll let it be okay
Forget the fact I live in disarray
Tonight I hope to finally be okay
We're gonna have a grand ol time
If only for tonight
Cause even though we got bad days
Tonight we'll let it be okay
Forget the fact I live in disarray
Tonight I hope to finally be okay
We're gonna have a grand ol time
If only for tonight