I know she just wanted to talk to me
Ask me how my day had gone
That's why she came home early
But I just stayed there
Eyes closed and all
I knew she was standing by the door
Lookin' at me
I stayed still, not a single movement
I don't know why I did it
Right now the only thing
I wish I could change is
That I never did it
'Cause she's gone now
I'm so sorry for never caring
I never realized how much I need you
Until you were gone
Mama, look what these people did to me!
I'm not myself anymore
Mama, I know it would tear you to pieces
If I took my own life
Without you I just can't get by
I wanna end this fight
I'm in a war with myself
I'm not even sure who I am
Just wanna make you feel proud
I'm doing the best I can
These people make me feel bad 'bout myself
Wish you were here to change it
I'll take care of your mother
'Cause I ain't got no other
That would care about me
As much as she
Mama, I'll name my daughter after you
I'm sorry for the fact that I hurt you