Cyru$ - Hell Is in My Mind Lyrics

I just went deep in my mind with a demon
Saw what he seeing and now I'm a heathen
Panic attack gotta start with deep breathing
Take me instead cause her heart is still beating
Drifting away yea my life is depleting
F*ck what the say they don't know what I'm needing
Need of some love or some pussy eating
Cause of this grieving its hard to keep keeping on
Eighteen life is getting to long
Eighteen drugs is getting to strong
Eighteen rather just smoke a bong with da Goddess
While she help me put my feelings in these songs
Sorry if I disappoint you
Sorry if I don't make it
Feel f*cked this is all I know
So I hope these mother f*ckers take it
Mother f*cker gotta set some goals
Man my f*cking spirit breaking
But f*ck me I ain't aching like you
You kept giving so I kept taking
Now its the cycle
FUCK
Never wanted this for our love
But I love you so much
And sometimes I get like my dad and it's f*cked up
Wish the cuts were deep enough
Wish the rope never snapped
Wish I could give you the love
That we both never had
Wish that I could die
Mother f*cker wanna die
Hell is in the people
Hell is in the mind