CYRIS - Air Castle Lyrics

I made a promise, told my mom I'ma be here for a long time
I don't know if I can keep that promise
Making lines straight down from my palm, yeah
From the wrist up, life has it's trials and it's hiccups
Just get your shit up
Before I go, I'ma make my dad proud of the shit I've done
I've been smoking loud, yeah I'm chronic
Life going fast like I'm sonic
There's not a damn thing that I wish I did
Hope when I end up ain't the hottest
It's getting hard to love myself
Even harder not to ask for help
Life gets tough, oh shit, so what
I don't gotta love this hell
Put your hands in the air
If you don't wanna be here
Put a lighter in the sky
If the drugs help you feel like living again
Put your hands in the air
If you felt like giving up last night
Put your hands in the air, yeah
Put your hands in the air if you did what I did
I made a promise, told my mom I'ma be here for a long time
I don't know if I can keep that promise
Making lines straight down from my palm, yeah
From the wrist up, life has it's trials and it's hiccups
Just get your shit up
Before I go, I'ma make my dad proud of the shit I've done
Maybe then he might come back
Chain on my heart on my cardiac
I've been smoking on doja trying not to cry from the pain that I'm holding
Sometimes I feel alone
It's not about my design
Just the lemons that my life gave me
And the trauma that I made
Put your hands in the air
If you don't wanna be here
Put a lighter in the sky
If the drugs help you feel like living again
Put your hands in the air
If you felt like giving up last night
Put your hands in the air, yeah
Put your hands in the air if you did what I did
I made a promise, told my mom I'ma be here for a long time
I don't know if I can keep that promise
Making lines straight down from my palm, yeah
From the wrist up, life has it's trials and it's hiccups
Just get your shit up
Before I go, I'ma make my dad proud of the shit I've done