Cyberface - Not the Same Guy Lyrics

So just take your time
I know it's not right
But I don't deserve to have you right now
No, I don't deserve to have you right now
So just take your time
I know it's not right
But I don't deserve to have you right now
No, I don't deserve to have you right now

And I got dark spirits All around me
I was locked up When they came and found me
They tell me things I didn't know about me
And they'll show you things To make you wanna live without me
I don't wanna leave but I have to
I don't wanna be the one to trap you
Emotions are just killing me I get it now
Stuck inside my head I just can't get it out
Leave it alone it's for the best
Stuck on my phone I won't get out of bed
Never forgetting the shit that I said
Isn't it true I'm just making you mad
Look at me now I'm just making you sad
Making you feel like you're stuck in a trap
But I say to you I don't know shit about that
When you look me in the eyes you don't feel nothing
Cuz I'm not the same guy you fell in love with
Cuz I got trust issues that I'm stuck with
And you don't deserve to be treated like you're nothing

So just take your time
I know it's not right
But I don't deserve to have you right now
No, I don't deserve to have you right now
So just take your time
I know it's not right
But I don't deserve to have you right now
No, I don't deserve to have you right now

And I tried to tell you that I'm dangerous
You don't even listen when I say it
Calling me a joke but I ain't playing
I know in the end you're gonna hate me
This is f*cking hurting me so bad tho
I don't even know why I get mad tho
I know that it's coming from my past tho
I will throw it all away for that tho
Didn't have mom didn't have dad
I don't know how I made it this far
Look at me now I'm falling apart
Look at me now I'm breaking your heart
Look at me now I'm just making you sad
Making you feel like you're stuck in a trap
But I say to you I don't know shit about that
When you look me in the eyes you don't feel nothing
Cuz I'm not the same guy you fell in love with
Cuz I got trust issues that I'm stuck with
And you don't deserve to be treated like you're nothing