I don't wanna be alive
I won't look you in the eye
I don't wanna feel inside
I can't live my life
I want to disappear tonight
If I could
Explain everything I would
But I should
Do my own thing I'm good
But I look for your face every night
And every time I close my eyes
And start to cry myself to sleep
At night
Always hide the way I feel
Never knowing what is real
Why am I looking to the sky
Why does everybody lie
Nice to know I'm not alone
But loneliness lives in my home
Sometimes I feel like a clone
Being controlled like a drone
I don't wanna be alive
I won't look you in the eye
I don't wanna feel inside
I can't live my life
I want to disappear tonight