Headaches make it hard to see clear
Anyone can take it there, when they don't want to be here
Don't know what planet you think is free, we disagree here
Leaving this world with all the accolades is not what he fear
I look at my babies, it's crazy to let my mistakes put them in jeopardy, tha
Man in the mirror is the only one who'll step for me, uh
Nauseous cause being cautious can leave you a carcass
Never trust an empty cup from a stranger mixing concoctions, let's talk
I'm reading scriptures, trying to cope through my depression
Just walk, all of this cardio to help me find direction
I'm lost, not saying sorry for burning bridges that needed it
The hell that came with keeping close connections kept me heated, shit
I'm pissed for even letting my emotions get the best of me
Forcing myself to sleep to recover the rest of me
Of course I'm learning from every lesson, I guess it's testing me
Beyond what you say, how can you tell your child bout they destiny
I was tripping, warehouse lifting, instead of being gifted
Somewhere between mental isolation, priorities shifted
I can do this music in my sleep, but that ain't being me
Can't leave it alone if I wanted to, that's the emcee in me
Repetition, failed mission, work ethic, consistency
Your pastor let you down, so now you got time to listen to me
Later on, you wanna know the big difference? A fee
Wasted too much of my time giving you shit for free
Know your worth, easier said than recited
Say you want the truth, you get it, now you mad cause you don't like it
Recent rediscoveries is kinda getting me excited
Every day ain't sunny when I wake, another day to fight it
Music been my therapy, my up and my downfall
Going through some shit myself, so I would never clown y'all
Unless we talking rap shit
Save that ego for your loved ones
Living and learning so I can pass it on to my sons
The last thing I need right now is a distraction
The only thing separating me from my goal is actions, I got work to do
You say I'm not qualified to work for you
My prayers answered, shining purpose through