I couldn't blame you if I wanted to
I was going crazy when I wanted you
Maybe I was tripping
Maybe I was bugging
My mind playing tricks when it was what it wasn't
Liquor got me buzzing last call was two hours later
Sugar was my honey ice tea and some now and laters
No longer have the energy to wait for sour favors
My enemy was my inner me I devour haters
I thought I was compromising for the greater good
Miss me with the attitude I thought you understood
My first impression is rude just to set the tone
Some situations are better off just left alone
Tried to write my wrongs while the pain trilling
I thought moving on would be more fulfilling
Remember if you don't do it someone else is willing
That's the mindset that had me in my feelings
I'm going through it
Last time I really blew it
I won't peruse it
My first mind saying don't do it
Don't do it
Fake love come and go but the real stay
Don't do it
I can't believe I did it anyway
So many lies backfired I don't give a damn
Acting out of impatience this ain't who I am
I've been road tripping hope I don't eject
Lately I don't like what I'm seeing when I reflect
Outta respect for my closest I keep my distance
I raised the bar so high that I couldn't reach her
Long time coming I'm looking forward to instant
They don't wanna hear the truth unless its from a preacher
Praying for better days without no action
Is like acting like you gaining heavy status but you fasting
Or waiting for a piece of a winning ticket that's in passing
But in disorderly fashion you aint never put no cash in
What you waiting on?
A game changer without suiting up
World series I tried to kick it and threw the cup
I'm in the mix when I'm in the clear and it's brewing
Living and learning until it's over what am I doing?
I'm going through it
Last time I really blew it
I won't peruse it
My first mind saying don't do it
Don't do it
Fake love come and go but the real stay
Don't do it
I can't believe I did it anyway
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
Oh oh
I'm going through it
Last time I really blew it
I won't peruse it
My first mind saying don't do it
Don't do it
Fake love come and go but the real stay
Don't do it
I can't believe I did it anyway