Cursed Joyride - Beneath the Facade Lyrics

Late night, I'm drifting, thoughts weigh heavy,
Caught in a cycle, nothing feels steady.
You're a ghost in my mind, a flicker in the dark,
Every moment we shared left an aching mark.
Faking a smile while I hide the pain,
Drowning in feelings I can't explain.
You're the light in my shadows, but it's hard to see,
When the cracks in my armor keep haunting me.
So I'll bury my heart beneath the surface,
Wearing this mask like it's all on purpose.
Love in my chest, but I keep it inside,
Trying to find peace where the shadows reside.
Scrolling through memories, wishing you'd call,
The laughter we shared echoes through the hall.
I know you see me, but can you feel the weight?
Of the words left unspoken, of a love that won't wait.
Faking a smile while I hide the pain,
Drowning in feelings I can't explain.
You're the spark in my heart, but it's hard to breathe,
When the walls that I built keep me on my knees.
So I'll bury my heart beneath the surface,
Wearing this mask like it's all on purpose.
Love in my chest, but I keep it inside,
Trying to find peace where the shadows reside.
Caught in the echoes of a heart that won't mend,
Wishing for a moment that we could pretend.
If only you knew how it feels to be me,
In a world full of colors, why can't I see?
So I'll bury my heart beneath the surface,
Wearing this mask like it's all on purpose.
Love in my chest, but I keep it inside,
Trying to find peace where the shadows reside.
So here I am, still searching for light,
Drowning in shadows, holding on tight.
With love in my heart, I'll weather the pain,
Hoping one day, you'll feel it the same.