Curly Q - Apathetic Paramedic Lyrics

I've got to unlearn all these ideas.
I've got to forget all these lovely things that she does.
And even when she was mad, she would still clean the blood from my nose.
Every night, we would fight, 'til we felt bad that the sun rose.
And all I wanted was to get through to you.
She says that she feels so used
Then why am I so confused
About what I am, and what I feel?
I swear this time that it's for real, I Know
My smile caught her eyes, and her eyes did the same to me.
There's a million little things on which we can't agree
All because
Apathy is slowing killing me!
The messages she's thrown, they cut me to the bone.
My heart is with you so won't you please just come back home?
I'm not what I used to be, on that one thing we can agree.
I lay awake at night and feel that I'm not known.
She says that she feels so used
Then why am I so confused
About what I am, and what I feel?
I swear this time that it's for real, I Know
My smile caught her eyes, and her eyes did the same to me.
There's a million little things on which we can't agree
All because
Apathy is slowing killing me!
Thank you for holding my hand
To help me understand
What you need, what you mean
I love you but I just can't set you free
All Because
Apathy is slowing killing me!