Hard to maintain when I'm feeling distant
Stories always change up, which one is it?
Doing my best, took a turn for the worst
Took a knife to the back ah, yeah
Man, y'all wanna change, I wanna stay
Y'all a bunch of snakes in the tall grass, yeah
Try to hop on the train when I'm on that
You could get burnt by the flame when I'm on track
Leave them in the past, looking back, you were all trash
Table's finna turn when I'm on, better backtrack, yeah
I drew a line, and you crossed it
Keep away, I don't want that
I drew a line, but you crossed it
Just keep away I don't want that
Hard to maintain when I'm feeling distant
I don't feel a thing when you test my wisdom
Stories always change up, which one is it?
Thought I knew you better, but I don't, you're different
Trying not to break when I do, it's instant
I tend to run away when I face resistance
Telling me I'm wrong, but you never listen
They really wonder why I've been keeping distance
Yeah, I need my distance, I'm keeping to me
I got problems, I'll solve em myself on the beat
Don't pick up when you calling, you calling me mean
Nothing personal, personally, I'm a fiend for your love
If you don't give it to me, I turn off
I know my self-esteem, do me wrong
Overthink everything till you gone
Swear I don't care why I listen to blondes
Maintain every day, it get harder, self-care
Dying for this shit like a martyr, uh
I don't wanna trade jabs like a barter
Not a lot of fight left, cause my heart hurt
I'm out of breath and I know you ain't helping
I keep to myself, so you think that I'm selfish
When I'm in the room, you treat me like the elephant
So I don't hang around, treat your love like a relic
Hard to maintain when I'm feeling distant
I don't feel a thing when you test my wisdom
Stories always change up, which one is it?
Thought I knew you better but I don't, you're different
Trying not to break when I do, it's instant
I tend to run away when I face resistance
Telling me I'm wrong but you never listen
They really wonder why I've been keeping distance