My name is Christopher
I got my loans deferred at the expense of my parents and their sad and sorry eyes
I selfishly influence everything and I have a solid feeling that I'm telling you a lie
Yeah, I'm telling the truth about that
Mom don't have to worry anymore
They just found my body
Wrapped up in a blanket next to yours
I sometimes think what is the chance of this?
I dug myself a hole that I have crawled into in time
The ladder is gone and no rope is thrown down
I guess that this is something I just had to learn and it's about time
Yeah, I'm thinking my truth is a lie
Mom don't have to worry anymore
They just found my body
Wrapped up in a blanket next to yours
What do I see in my dream before me?
I see my dark cloud infiltrate the mainstream
I see my likeness contaminating history
I am the serpent fast reticulating 'round thee
I am the body in the bus
Now watch my dark cloud infiltrate the mainstream
Observe my likeness contaminating history
Call of the wild? More like a call of popularity
I am the body in the bus
Bow down and worship me
I'm leaving home so I can die on my own
I wanna die on my own
Stuck overthinking til my head explodes
Please let me perish alone
Another day you'll worship me