CSLTY - The River (feat. Lux4Light) Lyrics

Head first in the river
Telling all my secrets
Pieces of a sinner
Trying to find my peace
Asking for forgiveness
Leave it on the table
All my guts for dinner
But I'm the only one eating
Self sacrifice, I'm feeding these demons
They keep me up at night, I hate this feeling
It feels like I'm melting, fading in mist
This disenchantment feels like a gift
But the pressure that it holds almost folds me in submission
Dissecting these flies that hide between your skin
In and out of line dying for attention
I forgot to mention
This is all a dream
Another dimension
Her love is just a scheme
Vice-grips
Release the tension
Another night another lesson
Another life sentence

Floating
Down the river
An endless stream of hopelessness
Into the oceans cold abyss
I'm floating
Down the river
An endless stream of hopelessness
Into the oceans cold abyss

I must've passed a way
Putting faith in never knowing
State my claim to heaven
While face is staying stoic
Since the river down my eyes will end up in the ocean
There's no sense in boasting
Of this pain to which I am accustomed
I'm abducted into nothing, Feeling less and less
Being seen in your perception, Is an acquiescence
Akin to quilting body bags for young and reckless
Thrown in into these waters I'm too scared to step in
A poets rising prose, A withered rose was written
Lamenting all my stress,Onto the roads I've driven
This place I'm calling home, Is born of long division
Avoiding feelings
Buried deep within cynicism
Is it in him? this individual organism
To fend for wisdom in the face of a cataclysm, and haunted visions
Maybe if someone listened, I wouldn't miss this
Living life on an isthmus

Floating
Down the river
An endless stream of hopelessness
Into the oceans cold abyss
I'm floating
Down the river
An endless stream of hopelessness
Into the oceans cold abyss