Sweet child, if you feel like I'm gonna get sick and die
You never thought it'd happen to you, no
Put my hand on my hip and I twirl my hair
Long eyelashes, dark mascara
Skirt fit, tights all tight
Nails done, my ball white
Eyes blinded, blacked out, eyes shadow bright
All dolled up, going out for the night
Lips all glossy, brand new purse
God, bitch, I'm bossy, I'm really tryna flirt
Get your hands off me, you gon' get hurt
If you playin' with my feelings, leave em in the dirt
All I wanted was a real thing, not another curse
Higher than the ceiling, smoking on this pipe
Every time I drive right by your house
I turn my music up real loud
Smoking my smoke, my eyes on the road
Tryna let it go, but I let you down
I'm so far from being proud
Of my mistakes or myself right now
Still I tend to be any way I know how
Anyways, I just don't know if one day to the next
My regrets disperse and my thoughts are just a cloud
I neglect self-respect till I feel that it's found
Lost in the dark, no light around
That's what you need to know
I got a reason I can show
That no one's invincible
You got a new way for us to stray to the abyss
I see a death, I know nobody died of those
But it wasn't me
I was on track for a ride
That's the one that's been caught
Does it hurt to scream my lungs out and keep it up
If you still blame it on me
It doesn't
Dust in my head
Can't change but I keep going
Never look back
I can't change my ways
I can change you too
Keep on driving nowhere, not for me
I feel like I'm losing my grip
It's all about the hour
Don't make one more turn in the south
Leave behind the moment and truth
And the blood that's been wasted all the time
Reflect desperately, give you a shot