Cryptex - Leaving Lyrics

Opening the doors
Strolling through the rooms
I'm dropping down the keys
Dropping down my soul
I always feel so empty
That I am about to burst
I can't believe it's true
That you have left me
A devil in disguise
I'm crying out loud: ""I really want to kill you""
Or maybe I should kill myself?
There is a hell inside me
And there is a hell below my feet
These dark and hollow walls
Everyone is gone
But the rooms are completely packed
With nothing in it
With nothing in it
I am driven by the desire to vanish
I remember our life
Remembering the love
See what I have done
I shattered the whole place
I never meant to do that
All life has gone
I have a deathwish and a lot of other friends
But I am too afraid to leave
I still can taste and smell you
The unimaginable pain in tied up memories
Makes my mind run in circles
There is too much talkin' going on
But there's nothing in it
There's nothing in it
I can't stand the pressure from the hell of my existence anymore
I force myself to leave
The call of the void
Why do I forsake myself
Why do I feel so weak
I'm running out of control
The disease is crawling up my spine
The painful numbness, spreading through my veins
I fall to pieces, in vacuo
I'm isolated, from the outside world
I'm the constructor, of my own suffering
I grow cold
I grow cold