Cryptex - I Don't Know Why Lyrics

Coping with loss makes me able to feel
I just gave you all but you're trying to leave
I'm breaking down
And she knows
I'm on my knees
But she goes
The love in her eyes and the hate in her heart
She was the one what I knew from the start - let it roll

I got a soul I own
I am the kingpin of my feelings
I run a thousand miles
But longing back to you and I don't know why

Hoping and bleeding that death would be pleasing, a spark in the darkness of grief
And when I wake up I'll search you and notice that you're really gone

But you come back like a timeless disease
Digging too deep and releasing the beast
I shake it down
In vain
A victim of
Your game
The doubt in my mind and the truth in her moan
Turn off the light is the best you could do when you die
I got a soul I own
I am the kingpin of my feelings
I run a thousand miles
But longing back to you and I don't know why
You don't know what you got
Cause I love you a lot
Don't you know how I feel