CRS - Fallen Kingdom Lyrics

Lately I've been all up in my feelings
Think I need a break from everything intermission
Mind's overloading so I feel this inhibition
Trapped inside a box like a black boy in the system
So listen
I got a lot of my chest
So many things have happened lately got a lot to address
Think I'm losing my head
Think my mental state is deteriorating I'm losing my head causing me stress
Sleepless nights bags under my eyes
Maybe that's the reason why I've been getting lit higher than kites
Tryna smoke away this pain tryna figure out my brain
And why they wiring is f***** it's like I'm bout to go insane
At the tip of the iceberg I'm Luke cage
But below the surface though Cobain
Bullets ready, arms steady
Tryna run from my demons but these timbs too heavy
Rolling with my n**** Max in his new Chevy
Smile on my face fake sad yes very
Sad yes very, sad cah my faith shake shake like jelly

I've been tryna find my way round
I've been tryna find my way out
Think I'm losing my mind, mind, mind yeah

And I've been trying to find my way round
I've been tryna find my way out
Thinking bout using this Nine, nine , nine

Hi Aretha
It's really nice to meet ya
I met you through my dealer and he said I really need ya
He said you're good with lyrics so I'm asking for a feature
But apparently you got the s*** that make me lean like Piza
But wait should I be leaning my feet are unsteady
Wait, should I be leaning my thoughts are confetti
Weight, on my shoulders it's getting too heavy
Wasn't ready now I got dilemmas that Nelly and Kelly
Butterflies in my belly when the smoke done clear
And Aretha isn't here, to help me face my fears
I hear my demons getting near
Attacking from the rear, steady feeding of these tears
Whispering in my ear
Saying
You've reached the end of the line
Saying
You better pick up that nine
Saying
There's nothing more to this life
That's why my Queen doesn't like it when I'm with you
Said it hurts me everytime I hit you
When I look in the mirror my mind much clearer so it doesn't make sense that I miss you
I still miss you

I've been tryna find my way round
I've been tryna find my way out
Think I'm losing my mind, mind, mind yeah

And I've been trying to find my way round
I've been tryna find my way out
Thinking bout using this Nine, nine , nine