[ Featuring Paul C ]
Fading Scars
Here we go
(verse 1)
Im feeling so alive,
I never could imagine the passion that id be feeling inside
With all the lies, the cheating, the screaming we induced
Im steppiing off the plank instead of hanging from a nuse
Ive open my eyes to a much bigger picture
Enduring the world if i was never with ya
But i figure, i would never be the man i am
If i didnt witness your shit first hand
It makes me stronger, every thought i replay
Remember each moment like its stamp to my brain
But i needed to move one, theres no way i could stay
Even though it was painfull, i needed a change
So i move on with my head held higher
I feel so strong like i can walk through fire
Prior to the shit that made you and i retire
So never again will i be stuck with a lier
(Chorus)
Well now i can see, that these times are sereal
You made me go crazy my heart you would steal
Ive dealt with the pain, never could see the truth
Because of it all youre becoming my muse
So now it is known, my head is now clear
You made me go crazy but killed all my fears
I hold my head high, i can finally breath
It almost feels like i am living a dream
(Verse 2)
I feel so alone, though, without you around
You company was comforting, even without sound
But we drownd in our misery
I found that visibly, that we werent meant to be
So i put my foot down, i had to make us split
There wasnt no other choice i miss you every minute
But i listened to my own voice, constantly screaming
Telling me to get this bitch to be leaving (to be leaving)
Im only human being, i do what evers needed
To keep my heart beating,
I try not to believe it but i feel so defeated
Theres no way to cheat it id be lying to myself
So i look at these scars and i use them for help
If im caught in that moment i know exactly what is delt
I kick and i yell throwing shit across the house
Even though we're completely done
I just cannot seem to get the f*ck out
(Chorus)
Well now i can see that these times are sereal
You made me go crazy, my heart you would steal
Ive dealt with the pain, never could see the truth
Because of it all youre becoming my muse
So now it is know, my head is now clear
You made me go crazy but killed all my fears
I hold my head high, i can finally breath
It almost feels like i am living a dream
(Verse 3)
I see the world now so differently
Trust is a must, on a different degree
I notice instantly, if im stuck in a sceem
So since i cannot be deceived i can finally be me
Ill give you everything i can bring to the table
Cherrish the wedding ring, keeping our shit stable
Im the type of person that can live up to the vows
Have you look at me with the kids and be proud
And i know now, the reason for this that period with you
If it wasnt for what we went through
Everyone im seeing would devour my power
So never again will i encounter something so sour
Im living by the minute never skipping a beat
Accepting everybody i meet on the street
Every lesson i teach, all the words of wisdom
Comes from those moments from you and i miss them
But listen
(Chorus)
Well now i can see that these times are sereal
You made me go crazy, my heart you would steal
Ive dealt with the pain, never could see the truth
Because of it all youre becoming my muse
So now it is know, my head is now clear
You made me go crazy but killed all my fears
I hold my head high, i can finally breath
It almost feels like i am living a dream
