I'm ready for the punch
But it may never come
That's how I live my life
Terrified & dumb
Something has gone missing
Or never was there at all
I've never felt desire
For anything at all
I don't know what to tell ya
That I haven't said before
I feel the same old feelings
It's like a kick on the floor
Why'd you tell me that you need it
And then go off disappearing?
Why'd you tell me
Bout your real love?
Hopin' that
You'd see it
I've spent
Years in secret
All my life
Been keepin'
All these li(v)es
I still need 'em