F*ck it yeah I know that it been all inside my head
Freezing in this August 'cause I swear that summers dead
I was ripping bongs and playing cards inside the shed
Now I look outside from the window in my bed
And I just think to myself "wait what happened?"
When did everything get this tragic
Yeah I kinda miss it in the traffic
Now I'm feeling shit without my passion
Summers dead (summers dead)
Feeling bad (feeling bad)
Colder than snow
I'm in my home but I don't leave my bed
Need me some meds
Summers dead (summer dead)
Losing breath (losing breath)
Losing my grip feeling shit in my head
Happiness missing
Like where has it went
Real dread in the air I can taste it
Two gram blunt puffing and I'm wasted
Spent my childhood worrying that I ain't shit
Now I'm growing ain't shit rotting in a basement
I wrote a few hits that blew up so I chased it
I started hoping and doping and then the game switched
Now it's distantly different I call it vacant
My entire life imma call it
Slipping away (slipping away)
Wasting the day but I don't mind
Seconds decay (seconds decay)
Around my head like a satellite
Pattered lies
Suffering into the night
In bed I lie
Muttering that I'll be fine
Shut my eyes
Hoping that I won't cry
'Cause I can't look when I set my whole life a lie
Seasonal depression got me stuck
I can barely wake up and it's f*cked
Girl it's not no fun
I just tried my best but you know I never won
Slam the door right in my face
Yeah you know I'm not the one
Now I'm isolated
Saying that I'm basic while I'm waiting
For a reason why I'm staying
There's no reason and I hate it
I'm complaining to myself
F*ck it buy a jacket and a buckle for my belt
Buy a new coat
Warm up my soul
She wanna leave me
She told me I'm cold
Feed off my blood
Like she sipping on coke
Laugh at my f*ck ups
She think I'm a joke
Comedic tragedy
Always come after me
Look at my back
And I'm seeing her stabbing me
Summer been dead and the reaper come after me
Killing all happiness
Drain social battery
Summers dead (summers dead)
Feeling bad (feeling bad)
Colder than snow
I'm in my home but I don't leave my bed
Need me some meds
Summers dead (summer dead)
Losing breath (losing breath)
Losing my grip feeling shit in my head
Happiness missing
Like where has it went
I been up late bitch just so hopelessly
Know I cry a lot it slowed up on me
Know I'm so selfish I know I'm at least but
Baby just stay here and please come with me
But she won't she just gon' leave
Another coin inside this broken machine
And it's cold outside
Summer is over so just grab a drink and please stay here with me
Winter is coming I'm feeling the snow
I got percs in my jacket I'm ready to go
She put on makeup she ready to glow
And she only love me when I'm squeezing her throat
Summer is dead so go buy a new coat
Killing myself with a belt Perry wrote
We could move on and just bury the hatchet
But rob me again and I'll bury you too