When you talk to him, I
Cover up my feelings about it
I don't want you to hate me
But this jealousy, hell I'm surrounded
When you kiss on my neck
Drunk breath mixes with the drunk sex
And I'm possessed
My stress, can't process
When you're crawling up in my bed
Saw texts from your ex on your iPhone
Do you still talk to him what do I know
Ever since I been questioning your eyerolls
Am I just another body to you damsel
Your lips don't taste like mine
I hope I'm not the side
Still healing from your lies
I need some peace of mind
I'm the one left behind
I've cut too many ties
Don't know what you'll decide
Will our love live or die
Waking up shaking, aching
Feeling like I'm fading from the painting you were making
Always taking up a placement on my brain I wish was vacant
Pacing back and forth with Satan
Waiting but I'm too impatient
So I pop this medication
Cursing at creation
Think I need a long vacation
From all your complications, I forgot to say I hate it
Every time you leave me wasted
Wasting time that I was making
When you never made occasions
Texting numbers you left nameless
When you talk to him, I
Cover up my feelings about it
I don't want you to hate me
But this jealousy, hell I'm surrounded
I lost my way and never found it
Triple x on the bottle sipping ounces
My pain, my pain, my pain
Never heals when you play these games
When you kiss on my neck
Drunk breath mixes with the drunk sex
And I'm possessed
My stress, can't process
When you're crawling up in my bed
Saw texts from your ex on your iPhone
Do you still talk to him what do I know
Ever since I been questioning your eyerolls
Am I just another body to you damsel