Cristy J - Was it all? Lyrics

It was always you
It was never me
It was never us
I was running free
Was waiting for love
Didn't wanna leave
Still waiting on you
But i shouldn't be

Told me i should trust
Never trusted me
Wanted all my heart
Never gave me his
I Tried to open doors
Always the wrong key
I tried to open doors
It was f*cking empty

Yeah i should have seen it coming
But i didn't really want it nah nah nah
Yeah i should have seen it all before
But my love my love was growing strong

Verse 2
Was it all real?
Was it all fake?
Was it all love?
Was it all pain?
I tried to put in work
Was it all in vain?
I tried to put you first
Never put you second

Always put you first
I was on the deep end
Always put me last
Never in the evenings
Told me I should care
Wasn't really feeling
Told me I should stay
Without any meaning

Yeah i should have seen it coming
But i didn't really want it nah nah nah
Yeah i should have seen it all before
But my love my love was growing strong

Now i've killed your love with music
Never thought i'd want to lose it
Now i've killed your love and flames
Thought i'd die if i wouldn't stay

Yeah i should have seen it coming
But i didn't really want it nah nah nah
Yeah i should have seen it all before
But my love my love was growing strong