Crimson Alchemist - 4 You Lyrics

How can I make things right, with the one that I want
Swear, this girl has been the one from the jump
I ain't too prideful to say it now, taking a better route
Admit my wrongs so I can do right by her this time around
It's been a year and yet we're still not on speaking terms
Heard you're with somebody else, my soul caught a deeper burn
But in my mind I'm like I hope it's someone that she deserves
Life's the biggest lesson, sometimes I ain't too quick to learn
I spit the truth, I wanna talk to you but that ain't bout to happen
Express how you were right and apologize for my actions
Is all that I want, don't give a damn bout anybody tryin' to call me a punk
No more putting up fronts
Hope I ain't being too blunt
Might be pulling off my biggest stunt
A once in a lifetime opportunity, here it comes
I don't want us to truly be over and done
So let me act before somebody else tries to jump the gun
The things you make me do, the things you make me do
The things you make me do, the things you make me do
Now here we are, face to face again
At this rate I feel like my anxiety never ends
What should I say what should I do, should I even speak
Don't make no sense how a human got me feeling this weak
The brief convos we have is like pulling teeth
Can't ever make it discrete
My feelings all in my face, nobody feel sick as me
I compliment all your work
You thank me genuinely
Tell me it's good seeing you
I walk away in defeat
Why does loving someone gotta be so complicated
& if it don't work out never properly compensated
For all the time and emotion spent on tryin' to be
The one that makes them the happiest and would never leave
It dawned upon me that maybe it wasn't meant to be
Maybe I loved the wrong person unconditionally
Nah I don't say all this as someone seeking empathy
Just someone jotting down their thoughts within this industry
The things you make me do,the things you make me do
The things you make me do,the things you make me do
More time passes by, and once again we're right back being friends
Put broken pieces back together with the odds and ends
Thankful that we're both mature enough to make amends
But will things escalate between us, guess it all depends
I leaned on you to show me how to truly love someone
Instead I let you down not realizing what I've become
Amazing girlfriend is what was seen from the eyes of some
But really no one knew of all the damage that I've done
So I decided I should love on myself
Cause if I can't do that how I'm supposed to love someone else
Maybe not, now or ever
We'll find ourselves within the same head space together
It's gotta be for the better
I've gotta put so much effort into what I love
Whether it's you or me and also know that love ain't enough
So, the lesson here is be the best you can be
Cause when its all said and done I am the master of me