The Creation - Whole. Lyrics

I'm lost
I don't know what I'm here for
They keep asking for all of me
But I can't do this anymore
Grim thoughts keep knocking on my door
And they want to take the part keeps me true to myself and my core

I'm taking chances to feel like I've grown
Everyday I lose some control
I'm taking chances to show the world
The further I fall into this hole

So I'm taking chances to feel like I've grown
Everyday I lose some control
I'm taking chances to show the world
The further I fall into this hole

I care too much about the thoughts behind your eyes
These programmed thoughts should come as no surprise
Well maybe I'll find my place when my clean slate says "Here lies..."

I fear I missed my chance to save my soul
I'm getting f*cking tired of it all
I know I missed my chance to show the world
How hard I've tried, but I'm still in this hole
It's only a matter of time
Before I reclaim my mind
And I'll take what's mine

Taking chances to show that I've grown
Everyday I fight to gain control
I'll take these chances to give my all
That one day
I'll become whole