The Creation - FANTASY.exe=_false hope_ Lyrics

Take me to heaven
My fantasy

Dreams
A falsehood of reality
Hope
A liar that guided me
Faith
Blinded by light
Left with questions on how to survive

I grip the peacemaker in hand
Ready to ignite to help reach the end

The voices telling me awful things
A damaged home drowning in the dark
I feel like I don't belong in this world
Embracing for my tragic escape

I was begging for help
So why did no one come to save me

I truly hate myself

Depression
It welcomes me with love and open arms

It calls for me again
It haunts me in my dreams
And I want this to be over

I fought so hard just to have a purpose

A life full of regrets
A conversation between life and death
The battle for eternal rest
My wish is only to be loved

Death a brutal fate
The agony
The crucial pain
The final hour dawn
I know I won't be missed when I'm finally gone

It calls for me again
And I'm afraid I won't win