Your just killing
My self esteem
Tell me what you think
Is wrong with me
They laugh as my
Entire world caves in
And I start breaking
Losing patience
Trying to build
Validation
But they could never see
The steps that I've been taking
Saying goodbye to any kind
Of instant gratification
I admit I've been
Staying dormant
But I can no longer
Ignore them
Time for me to decide
What's important
And I escape this
F*cking torment
Drown them out
Just like distortion
I've been being deceived
By your lies
All my f*cking life
I really hope you realize
Your just killing
My self esteem
Tell me what you think
Is wrong with me
Your just killing
My self esteem
Tell me what you think
Is wrong with me
You tried to
Pull me down
Underneath the surface
And watch me drown
I know its unexpected
Instead I rise above this
So nothing can stop me now
You tried to
Pull me down
Underneath the surface
And watch me drown
I know its unexpected
Instead I rise above this
So nothing can stop me now
Questioning thinking
I will not
Exceed every expectation
You've set for me
Going over all my notes
Studying
You just keep on testing me
Said I'd never quit
I admit
It's been a second since
That last release
Yeah since
That last release
But like little kid
Throwing a fit
In the backseat
Are we there yet
Y'all just keep on
Asking me
Did you ever really
Reach success
And achieve your dream
You'll never be pleased or at peace
And accept the fact
That I'm finally
Doing what's best for me
Your just killing
My self esteem
Tell me what you think
Is wrong with me
Your just killing
My self esteem
Tell me what you think
Is wrong with me
You tried to
Pull me down
Underneath the surface
And watch me drown
I know its unexpected
Instead I rise above this
So nothing can stop me now
You tried to
Pull me down
Underneath the surface
And watch me drown
I know its unexpected
Instead I rise above this
So nothing can stop me now
I will not let you steal
My motivation
All this was just preparation
Shaping me to be what I am
Today
And everything that I plan to say
No filter and unrestrained
Best believe
Risk is all I'll take
Risk is all I'll take
And I'm not playing it safe
A force to be reckon with
Is what I will stay
Undefeated
We ain't even on the same page
I refuse to change
A lyrical genius I remain
Especially
When I'm stuck
In my
Savage ways
You tried to
Pull me down
Underneath the surface
And watch me drown
I know its unexpected
Instead I rise above this
So nothing can stop me now