Craw - SINISTER Lyrics

Back on this shit and I'm ripping it up
Like I throw me a fit slit my wrists in the tub
I got things to get rid of I'll make any cut
Like my mind is so split up I don't give a f*ck

I wake up I'm nauseous I go through the day
They say I'm too cautious I'm finding my way
Don't say that you run it when you go delay
You know that I want it I call every play

I keep this within me I don't even want it
I know that I'm shitty I'm not one to front it
I put on my city I'm done now I hunt it
I say i'm too busy for shit that I funded

You can be drowning and down at your worse
People don't give a f*ck knowing it hurts
I tell 'em shut up they live in reverse
I'm having fun but it's only in spurts

One hundred thirty two songs in the vault
I haven't heard of you that ain't my fault
It's common courtesy passin' the ball
They don't know Caden they're callin' me Craw

If that's not okay then shit I won't go fall
I'm not one to play with I say f*ck em all
I did what I stated i seen what I saw
Was out there sedated I had to withdraw

I'm back and I'm better no this ain't a song
This is my testament to every wrong
I'm like a pessimist I don't belong
Inside a earth where people are a pawn

I don't really care if you f*ck with my shit
Rip out my hair when I go throw a fit
Holding my pair I go nuts when i spit
I'm locked in the lair I don't know when to quit

I fell to rock bottom I bounced off the ground
I hit that bitch so hard I knew I was downed
There's no one to save me there's no one around
They say that I'm crazy I say I'm profound

There ain't shit to tell me but I'll still go listen
It's like they never understand the position
And it's so compelling I use intuition
Like now they're mad that they're not in on the mission

I craft every flow I'll go rap til I'm winded
I hate to move slow is it sad I'm conflicted
I keep it on go when I'm mad bitch I'm gifted
I put on a show I do shit I depicted

I'm losing my mind but I'll say that I found it
I'm back on my grind like I know I'm well rounded
I'm coming behind to make you feel surrounded
I know that it's time to show you I'm not grounded

I shred of every thought of me living in vain
I'm look distraught when I walk in the rain
Know what I'm not like I come up from pain
I say this a lot but I know I'm insane

So when you mention it it don't do nothing
I'm not affectionate I tend to numb it
I tend to section it out on the summit
And I hate attention quit pushing my button

They'll never get it like I don't want fame
I say forget it don't mention my name
I say I'm driven I stay in my lane
I think that I'm hidden but we're all the same

I say that we're separate but we're all equal
If that's not the case what's it mean to be people
We're all in a race while we battle with evil
We wait to feel safe that's the one thing that's lethal