I pour my life in this shit to flip your script and paint a picture for you
Life isn't bliss and sometimes I wish I could build a portal
Fly far from here orbit above, it sucks to feel we're falling
Blind in oblivion, I split, my soul bonded with suffering
Plenty things
I can appreciate been slaving for a better me
I'm who you hate but I don't needa be your enemy
In solitude, sometimes I wish you would just let me be
But that don't mean I'll ever leave
Sometimes I break, go insane, adjust to the change so you never see when I'm caving
Showing my rage on the stage, they think that I'm playing, they don't know I'm going through stages
Blatantly f*ck up my brain but I got the strength to not go and source me some stainless
She f*ck me pulling my chain, I f*ck with you babe, but we may need soul sanitation
I pray up hoping my god is my saviour, still I'm controlling my fate like I'm in slow mo in the matrix
F*ckers been acting like agents, on the wrong page, been giving 'em chances for ages
Doin' me wrong you're no mate, I'm watched by the ravens as I evolve through my phases
Grip a bankroll feeling great, I'm raising the stakes, they laughing 'til I pull my aces
Then it's over
Make f*ckers fold like paper planes and send 'em ever lower
I made a choice to make my way now they resent me, oh well
Put my grill on smile in your face you see the bezel stones in
Like opal, break me and within I'm glowing
Look at me, say what you see
Do you see a freak
Do you see a soul that live free
A nuisance improving for peace
Do you see your ghe
Do you see a friend, wanna flee
Do you look at me neutrally
I know how they judge
I know how they don't know my journey
I look at you see your needs
Got reasons to tweak
Not fooled I can see how you're hurting too
We can't control it all, we built it up just to fall
I can't be your wonder wall I'm more like a oversoul
They took so much from us, it feel like they owe me some
Imma make em pay up