Cowboy Black - Red Water Lyrics

A wanderer they made out of me
A foggy crook with nowhere to be
Inevitably I was walking alone
No physical form to call my own

Cast away a child born of sin
Comfortable with lying to fit in
Outgrowing the demons that made his shell
And all the conversations that made him melt
'Cause he got stronger
He got mightier
Outgrowing all the creatures tinier
And they all though that he was lying when he came back to multiply
And he was happiest for breaking fate

I wanna see if they know me
They wanna see if I'll open my mouth
To reveal all the stories
That I made after shutting them out
They wanna see if I'm growing
I wanna see if I'll make it for sure
Know the waves will keep breaking
But I don't know if I can anymore

A martyr they made out of me
Just a bloody host with blistering feet
But miraculously I had broken my chains
How can you further corrupt something immune to all the pain

I wanna see if they know me
They wanna see if I'll open my mouth
To reveal all the stories
That I made after shutting them out
They wanna see if I'm growing
I wanna see if I'll make it for sure
Know the waves will keep breaking
But I don't know if I can anymore
I don't know that I can anymore
I don't know if I can anymore
I don't know if I can anymore

A wanderer they made out of me
A foggy crook with nowhere to be
Inevitably I was walking alone
No physical form to call my own

I wanna see if they know me
They wanna see if I'll open my mouth
To reveal all the stories
That I made after shutting them out
They wanna see if I'm growing
I wanna see if I'll make it for sure
Know the waves will keep breaking
But I don't know if I can anymore
I don't know if I can anymore
I don't know if I can anymore
I don't know if I can anymore
I don't know if I can
I don't know if I can anymore