Well, these days it seems that I just
Lay down in my bed
And make nothing of my life
Cause I can't escape
All these picture-postcard memories
I'll never forget
Cause you were everything to me
It's so often I find
That I look out my window
And see the orange sunset glow
On the houses
And I think of better times
As the sounds of your voices
And printed memories
Surround me
If that's all in the past, then
How long will I keep pretending
(Would you let go if I said so?)
That I would put this shit down
If I ever could?
(Would you let go if I said so?)
It's not so hard to find that
An end's not always the ending
(Would you let go if I said so?)
So if I could ever go back
I don't think that I would
(Would you let go?)
These days it seems that I am
Always in my head
Cause I can't stop thinking of
Those picture-postcard memories
That I could just forget
But I won't because
You were everything to me
But you're not everything I was
So come let's have a minute
To take a ponder on this
Of what might have been
If we never happened