The Cost of Silence - Phantom Limbs Lyrics

I feel hopeless, this weight it pulls me beneath the surface
And I just can't cope
Heavy ropes catch me when I fall
Now I'm hanging from a thread
You watch as I sink in despair
Heartache wraps around me like a second skin
I peel away, coping mechanisms failing me
Just the endless echo of what could have been
If I could have built ways to last within
Phantom Limbs, losing everything I've ever known
Reaching out I find myself, more alone than I have ever been
Walls closing in
My voice fading into whispers, it's fallen on deaf ears again
My garden wilts with every breath I take
Learn to live with every part of me that's been ripped out
You see me as I am
Just an endless echo of what could have been
If I could have built ways to last within
Phantom Limbs, losing everything I've ever known
Reaching out I find myself, more alone than I have ever been
Walls closing in
Closing in
In the silence of my childhood home, shadows linger as I watch myself paint the walls
RED
Neuroticism sets as I disassociate
From what I knew was real
Learn to be hopeless, there is no return
No use coping, there is no cure
SUFFER AS I HAVE, SUFFER AS I HAVE