Cosmau - I Feel the Same Way All These Days Lyrics

I feel down while i'm writting all this lyrics for a new song
I feel drunk when i'm mixing all my sound, don't you feel me?
People laugh of my problems when i feel pain of this thorns
Thorns that she put under my skin with all her love.
I feel alone again
I feel the cold vibes down my hands
Like a ghost again
Skatepark in the nights while the wind caress my face
Constant thoughts that i'm a lost soul trying to see how my time fades
People always tell me why i'm doing sad songs all the time
I guess it's easy that, i'm feeling lost, i don't feel right
I don't give a f*ck if my emotions don't fit in your life
Wish i feel better but i'm feeling deader
And what if i kill myself tonight
If i destroy myself, with some pills to numb my mind
Oh no, i don't do drugs , that shit it's killing all my friends
It's december i don't have plans , i feel the same way all these days
5 pm 25 of december
19 years old with all the pain that i remember
What am i supposed to do if i can't contain the fire
That it's burning all my feelings and the dreams that i desire?
And i can't change my face
I can't stop the rain
I can't stop the demons that i feed with all my pain
I can't stop my dealings with the reaper on this day
But even all that shit i put a smile, i'm okay