I'm losing creativity
I'm losing all myself because there is no escape
From inevitable growth from the negative place
But I just wish I could stay
A bit longer
Stronger that's what I cease to be besides my snark and snide
The answer to my life is what I never seem to find
I know that if I try hard enough I don't have to hide
From all these people making me feel dead inside
I overthink again
I overthink so commonly that I get so f*cking depressed
I must say that every day the people who were there have driven me beyond care
And I don't care if you hear
You won't respond much anyways
It takes time to understand
The time that you never f*cking give
I don't care
I can't f*cking feel
Correctly about anything
You can't understand
What goes through my brain
Why do I try for you
This noise is what I hold true
I overthink again
I overthink so commonly that I get so f*cking depressed
I must say that every day the people who were there have driven me beyond care
And I don't care if you hear
You won't respond much anyways
It takes time to understand
The time that you never f*cking give
I don't care
I am gonna lie to myself
I am gonna lie to myself
I am gonna lie to myself
Overthink again
I overthink so commonly that I get so f*cking depressed
I must say that every day the people who were there have driven me beyond care
And I don't care if you hear
You won't respond much anyways
It takes time to understand
The time that you never f*cking give
I don't care