Contender - Grand Lake Lyrics

I've seen that look of disappointment cause I let somebody down
One too many times, maybe more times than I care to count
And I've felt my stomach drop so hard it pulled me to the floor
Why's it so hard to remember what I want to be remembered for?
But I can take some time
Look out in another way
Get past the past, get gone
Stop counting every day
You show me who I want to be
Every moment I'm awake
I'm planning all the steps I gotta take
To drown the worst parts of me in Grand Lake
And I can only lie to myself so many times
I can stay the same old, same old or try to find
Someone good in me
I can feel my hands are slipping, I'm losing everything good now
Maybe I held on too tightly to my last friends in this town
Think of everything I could've found, if not for running
I swear to you and me, I will - I will amount to something
But I can take some time
And look out in another way
Get past the past, get gone, look on
Onto another day
You show me who I want to be
And every moment I'm awake
I'm planning all the steps I gotta take
To drown the worst parts of me in Grand Lake
And I can only lie to myself so many times
I can stay the same old, same old or try to find
Someone good in me
(Me)
Someone good in me
(Me)
But I can only lie to myself so many times
I can keep my eyes off the past, but keep the past in mind
Yeah I could take some time
Find someone good in me