Nowadays I find myself living inside of my own head
With ideas I'd never wanted and words I'd never said
With a list of things to be happy for I still can't find a way
To see through fabricated miseries and my self proclaimed bad days
All of my senses scream
Tearing a hole through my weak seams
And when it breaks there's no reason to repair
All of my senses scream
Finding a way to make me believe
That it's okay to not be scared
Digging for the pain others thrive on has surely driven me insane
Selfishly seeking problems I've got no reason to complain
Everyone has worries mine just got out of hand
But there's no way to get off track if you never had a plan
All of my senses scream
Tearing a hole through my weak seams
And when it breaks there's no reason to repair
All of my senses scream
Finding a way to make me believe
That it's okay to not be scared
I've been running out of places left to hide
It's so much easier than trying to survive
Consumed by negative thoughts and my last breath's almost gone
I'm the coldest shoulder you ever could have leaned on
All of my senses scream
Tearing a hole through my weak seams
And when it breaks there's no reason to repair
All of my senses scream
Finding a way to make me believe
That it's okay to not be scared
All of my senses scream
Tearing a hole through my weak seams
And when it breaks there's no reason to repair
All of my senses scream
Finding a way to make me believe
That it's okay to not be scared