Conrad Jon - Carpe Diem Lyrics

I hate when somebody acts like they wanna put some work in
But when it's time to start digging they don't want the shovel
Rolling up one for the stress
Roll up another - depressed
Pour me up one for your
Aye
Yeah
Alright
Converse with a plain shell
Conscience with a paper trail
See me popping - Is he taking pills?
Yet they sleeping on me off a Benadryl
Thought she the one - well at first
She hate me cause I know my worth
Even though I tuck the chain
Blessings on blessing could turn to a curse
Best be yourself or you in it for all the wrong reasons
The Audemar scheming I want it don't need it
Casio cool the clock is still reading
And its been mine - matter fact it's the season
I seize it
Had to go seize it
This is my season
I seize the day
I seize the day
Carpe Diem
I'm too determined for ya'll
I take the summer & turn it to fall
I got her number but I never call
She ain't the one that I had my eye on
Still
Run the route I'm on the way
I'm not rude I tell it straight
Please do not come to me with all your problems cause life ain't good I can relate
Still
Bump like I'm crashing the car - That boy a star have you not heard of him?
Nights that I crash in the car - Look up at the stars like that's all that I had
I used to question my life - Now I hear that from Nuardwar Serviette
Certified servant I couldn't be I always knew I was meant to be this
But
I won't give up
On my own truth
Not like I did you
I know you don't
Think I care much
But I still do
Rolling up one for the stress
Roll up another - depressed
Pour me up one for your birthday whatever I'm really pretending to care
Search for whatever to level with all my endeavors that I overcame
Pour me up one for the pain
Thru it all I never changed
I seize the day
I seize the day
I seize the day, yeah
Carpe Diem - Carpe Diem
I seize the day
I seize the day
I seize the day, yeah
Carpe Diem - Carpe Diem
Really I been venting to myself
Down another bottle got more Henny on the shelf
F*ck another broad 'nother notch in the belt
And I Got weed for the cheap - on-salem
Y'all way too timid - I don't even know my limits
Y'all been phony only one that know the difference
Holding me back - ride solo - no feelings
And the Boy been living had to go and set a standard
Paschal candle - Cause I'm always lit
They gon tell you go-long then they pump fake it
I could never get along with the clout-fake-kids
Rather count my blessings
Than to count hundreds
You...
Riding in daddy's hand me-down Benz
Probably clean your room for a Benny that's allowance
And I ain't mad I'm just saying that ain't how I'm raised
I was 8 playing poker had to count my change
Aye!
Had to count my change
Had to catch my train
Had to board my plane
Had to hide my shame
Had to smile my face
I'm
Trying so hard to feel something
Tied up - The stomach is knotted
Tired of all of the people pretending they digging but when it's time don't wanna hold the shovel
But
I won't give up
On my own truth
Not like I did you
I know you don't
Think I care much
But I still do
Rolling up one for the stress
Roll up another - depressed
Pour me up one for your birthday whatever I'm really pretending to care
Search for whatever to level with all my endeavors that I overcame
Pour me up one for the pain
Thru it all I never changed
I seize the day
I seize the day
I seize the day, yeah
Carpe Diem - Carpe Diem
I seize the day
I seize the day
I seize the day, yeah
Carpe Diem - Carpe Diem