Connect Zero - Better Days (The End of the Beginning) Lyrics

I've be looking for better days
Anytime I look too hard my days start to fade away
I look to the sky
Ask god to be looking for me everyday
Cause these dude through shade everyday til my light turns dark grey
I'll be doing my thing my way till I wake up to them pearly gates
I've been looking for love
And I've been looking for lust
I've been looking for bitches
Like I've been looking for drugs
I've been looking for money
Yeah I want all the above
I've been looking to quit
A lot of shit that I love
I've been looking for answers
To all these questions I'm asking
Man I've been gone for a minute
I start to question my passion
I've been looking for life
And all the shit that I've been through
Nobody wants to hear it
So now I speak through a pencil
I've been looking for better days
Anytime I look too hard my days start to fade away
I look to the sky
Ask god to be looking for me everyday
Cause these dude through shade everyday til my light turns dark grey
I'll be doing my thing my way till I wake up to them pearly gates
It's those mornings in Portland
That I would look for supporters
I would be in the numbers
I Told my sis I'm exploring
Really I'm out at parties
I'm Getting drunk with Sahura
Then I'd crash out at jossies
And then I'd dip in the morning
I would kick it at benson
Just to go look at ciera
And we would kiss after practice
Out in the rainiest weather
I would joke on her freckles
And we'd be laughing together
Then I moved to Atlanta
So now I guess it's whatever